But anyway, let's get to the point here.It's about my life and startin' anew
Life isn't always smooth and we shouldn't be happy-go-lucky everyday. Usually I feel that I would live a happy life with my families till our ages limits us. But I was wrong, unusual things do happen and for me that is, I lose my loved one and my family is down by one now.
Every morning I think about her with tears of sadness and happiness at the same time. Sadness, becoz of how early she had to leave from this world and happiness becoz I remembered those cheerful memories I spent with her. 100 plus days have already past since she left. And it's already a new year now, I 've talked with my family and friends on how I could cope with it but still, I couldn't becoz of one thing.
She was the core, the treasure, the catalyst, the reason for my existence and having been able to live and be who i am now.
She had always been by my side since I was young, sending, fetching and helping me in school even though I didn't want her to.
Nevertheless, I will try to buck up and be strong and achieve my dreams which is her wish too, to see me graduate and find a good job. This was the only thing that kept me going thru this 100 days. I WILL try my best to get myself back up and try to be strong in front without her by my side. Still thanks alot to my friends and families who took pity on me and gave me advice to stiffen up a lil'. Thanks again!
Just a lil' reminder to everyone out there. Cherished with what you have before you lose them and regret it.
Enough with the sad stories. FYP is around the corner of ending. Wish me best of luck!
And here's a new MV form SCANDAL to brighten up the mood a little.
Check out SCANDAL-PLAYBOY song.
